Sitting in panera by myself has got me thinking about what a bitch I was to Scott last night. I feel bad but then again I don’t. I think he’s being stupid and I’m sick of hearing that he’s going to stop making bad decisions and then he does anyways. The more he gets in trouble the less I want to be with him. I also feel like sometimes I care more about him then he cares about himself. Its just all very annoying.